The Pieces of jO jO



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me and jeddymon

The Pieces of LiL Me - Jo:

Name: Joanne

Nick Names: jo, jojo, spedlet, shorty, LiL one,

D.O.B: 24:10:84

Lives: Wollongong...yea yea i knw its the sticks

Fave:

Colour: Blue

Food: CHINESE!!! yumm umz Double Bay Icecream - mango and chocolate and mocca flavours, oh basically im a pig as my baby calls me! LOLz

Book/s: Memoirs of a Geisha, Falling Leaves

Quote: Life is like a piece of paper on which every passer by leaves a mark. - Ancient Chinese Proverb

Siblings: Elisabeth and Lisa - My MC Sisters

Songs at the Moment:

*Trick Nation [Zombie Nation]

*marc e-bwoy - xtc a love extreme

*50cent Ft. Olivia & Marques Huston - Candy Shop

*Aiza Siguerra/Gary V. - How Did You Know?,

*Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of Me,

*Sarah Geronimo - How Could You Say You Love Me?

*One Voice - Nevre Leave Your Side

*Groove Armarda - Superstylin'

*Tamia - Offically Missing You Remix

Status: Dating the biggest sped on earth - my JED!

Shout Outs

To my baby and my best friend - Although we go through crap at times,
its not i dnt care. You knw i do.No matter what im here always. mwahzz i miss you even though u annoy me to the crap house!!
" I've got ur back and you've got mine, i'll help you out any time. To see you hurt, to see you cry [ :\ sif jed ever cries over me!!LOLz ] makes me weep and want to die [ yea ok i wdnt go that far :p ] I'll be right here till the end cos your my love [ SIF!! ] and my best friend. "
-ur spedlet - jOjO

To my MC Sisters Lizzie and Lisa - I LOVE YOU GUYS! i'd do anything and everything i could for u girls!! Though i may stress u guys out and be stubbourn at times i appriciate everything u guys do for me always!!! Never wna loose u 2!ur my bitches LOLZ and my girls for life...wah wah wah wah wah wah!!! hehe REPRESENT!

To my baby girl - NING! -
Hey u!! babe u knws i love you sooo much!! no matter wat im here for u ... ur my lil sis man, and as i said to my mc sisters... u mean the world to me like they do!!Through thick or thing better or for worse [im like a priest LOLz ] im here 24/7 till we die... jst hollar babe!!! mwahz hehehe ... " u knw how it is...."

To the one and only "nint" - I miss you teasing me online and
hyping me up for the next rave, its jst not the same now...
till we all meet again bro... i love you and will always be in my heart -
always and forever .... mwahz

R.I.P Paul Thanh Nyguen 10:04:85 - 12:12:04 Gone but Never Forgotten

Up Coming Events -

SEVEN @ Veranda Bar every Friday Nights -
http://www.sevensydney.com

UTOPIA - 10th Birthday @ Sydney Show Grounds,
23rd April 05,
10pm - 8am -
www.powerhouseproductions.com.au

Hard Wars III - Music is Our Life,
Saturday 21st May 05
*4 Happy Hard DJ's
*4 Gabber DJ's
*4 Hard Trance DJ's
*4 Hard Style Dj's
www.overdrive.com.au

The Night Before -

Rogues Night Club, Oxford Street.

22nd April - Friday, Yes Night before UTOPIA!

$10 for guys and Free Entry for Ladies before 12pm
Djs: weaver, team rocket, suae, matrix, suds, and mixcha - Msg me or go to Caz's Blog for Tickets and more Info.

Links to other sites and Blogs

**Dedication to Paulie

www.dearpaul.tk

*My Pics -

http://community.webshots.com/user/aznbubigurl

*Caz's Blog -

http://www.missycaz.cjb.net/

*Caz's rave pic's -

http://community.webshots.com/user/missycaz

*Concing's Blog -

http://concing.blogdrive.com

*Jed's Blog -

http://jedjed.blogdrive.com

*Shaney's Blog -

http://mudshaney.blogdrive.com

*Lizzie's Blog -

http://xquizit.blogdrive.com

*Lisa's Blog -

http://baby-shabz.blogdrive.com

*Lisa's Pics -

http://community.webshots.com/user/munkylaydee

*Jenny's Blog -

http://johnz1nonly.blogdrive.com

*Seung's Blog -

http://seungs.blogspot.com
*Matilda's Blog -

http://matilda.blogdrive.com/
Damien's Blog -

http://damo23q.blogdrive.com/

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

GONE GONE GONE!

THIS SITE IS NOW CLOSED....

NEW SITE IS NOW UP... SO THIS IS JST A REMINDER THAT THIS IS NOW OFFICALLY CLOSED!!

http://aznbubigirl.ancyru.net

THX PPL!! :D

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To Answer some Questions asked by a few ppl...

Currently Listening to: B44 - Everyday
Feeling: Sick still :(

Yes im still feeling a little crook and i think i know who i got it from!! Yes baby you jeddymon!! From when you came down to see me like 2-3 weeks ago!! :P jkz but seriously how else and who else would i get it from!?

Well before going to sleep tonight, i thought id go check out a few ppls blogs and stumbled upon a few ppls new entries and right now im so KO from my cough medicine and cold and flu tablets but im determined to do this! Oh and also talking to a close friend about his recent encounter with a few issues. Damn you Chris-chan ping la, Caz and Concing for being my inspirations!! LOLz i mean that in a good intention guys!! LOLz.

Well this is my blog and so ill say everything how i wnt and everyone has the right to express their opinions. So haters before i continue, you have a few options.

1. To close this window
2. To click on my other links i have on my side bar [LOLz]
3. To keep reading and leave ur opinions in my comments section but no abusing other ppl and stuff.

Seem fair enough?! Ok here goes... WARNING!! this may sound a lil corney and sappy to some! So dnt blame me ok!LOLz

Ok topic tonight is: LOVE!

Yes, gzzz its such a strong word which some take for granted. Its also i guess manipulative in a few ways as well.
Some ppl can make you fall for them but in the end to figure out they have abused you so hardcore that sometimes you want to turn lesbian. Or as some girls may have to have said once before - join a convent and become and nun. Guys may have just given up and use some other ways to get over a chick but i dont know any examples for guys to do this so yea if any leave a comment aye guys?! Ill add it on next time or just re-edit this thing.

Quoted from someone else's blog -

"So i wanna know what is love, how can i get some and who can i get it from?"

Well these Questions always i guess arise in any conversation be it with just the girls, guys or a mix of both sexes.
The answers are unknown to every person. My view on -

Part I - "i wanna know what love is.."

Personally, i dont know what it is. I will admitt that i have been a fool to say i have been in love and stuff, but that just ended in alot of heartache and pain and getting use to the fact that it wasnt working and had to let go.
Love i guess is something you know when you've met that special mr/mrs right and cant get them out of your head 24/7 and probably not being able to sleep at night. Always wanting to be with them as much as you can. Cherishing every moment spent together and enjoying they're company even without the pair of you saying a single word.

You get little butterflies when you know your going to see that person and get all excited at the thought of it. Like Caz said you cant help but smile or giggle to yourself thinking about that person or remembering the little things they say or do. Letting them know you're there for them where ever when ever and doing anything to keep them happy or to see that beautiful smile on their face, which also brightens your whole day or Life. Love is i guess your soul mate and best friend for life where you can tell them anything and everything even again without having to say anything to them at all. They always know what your thinking.

Part II: "How Can i Get Some...?"

Going out and looking for love is pretty hard since no one really knows what Love really is.
I guess love comes to you in due time as in when cupid deceides to shoot you in the azz with that damn arrow. Exactly when is cupid going to do so?! Again no one knows. So looking for love is hard but then if you want to try and look for it and seeing if its in that special girl/guy isnt so bad. How else are you suppose to find your soulmate then without a little interaction with others? But just tread a little careful as some other ppl may look at you in bad ways and stuff if you get my drift...just remember Love finds you most of the time.

Part III: "Who Can i Get it From...?"

Gzz this ones a good Question LOLz. I guess this person has to see you as for who you are and not bring up your past which hopefully you've told them either way and vice versa. Also someone who is as honest and willing to go through every tough time you have in your life and the good times. Someone whos not going to dump you after they've gotten what they want - be it sex or the material things in life or cheated on you because you werent giving them something they need.

Ahh thats all my brain can handle right now on that little topic. Ok not so much little cause LOVE can go one forever but i choose not to go there. LOLz

Another thing id like to answer is -

"how do you know that the person is the right person and when is my turn to find the right person???"

Part I: "How do we know if that person is really the right person....?"

Fck who knows but when you do - the feeling is the best. Wait Hold on - as in the right person to be with Forever or just general!? Oh gzz... well from my experience when i first fell in love and the last time [LOLz] It was the best feeling. Knowing that other person feels the same and stuff. But oh wells - no one can really answer this one but yourself aye?!

Part II: "...When is my turn to find the right person?"

Oh gzz again. LOLz I guess this links up with "How Can i Get Some".

Finding that right person and where is a bloody bitch?! I know some of you may agree to that. LOLz but really its all in due time ppl. Remember it comes when least expected and that you never know that the right person was infront of you the whole time and your whole life.

Well they're my answers to some questions that have been asked by a few friends.

Only thing i can to all my single friends and maybe looking for someone is:

We're young and having a partner in life right now is probably a necessity but really if you think about it - what do relationships sometimes go through? HELL right?! and if you really want to be with someone right now?! So in a nice way of putting it so not to offend my lovely gay bf- You guys are single man!! Enjoy it!! You have a whole life set out there for you to explore. Maybe setting your life straight and then finding the someone is an option to take but then i understand if you guys want that special someone there to be by your side while setting your life straight. Always asking or wanting to have a gf/bf can be a good thing but also bad. If you've just come out of a long relationship [you both know who you are here esp. a particular male LOLz] where you just found out that other person just decided to drop a bomb on ur life, maybe its time to cool it for a bit and just enjoy the simple single life. Like really, if your young sexy and enjoy your friends company and just bumming with them as much as you can and getting together maybe thats what should do for a while. Hang out with friends even catch up with some old friends who you've lost contact with. But going off and getting into a relationship with someone and stuff can only bring not just yourself sadness and pain but the other party. You'd be lying to yourself and the other person.

I hope iv made some sense in all this aye. Hopefully i did and have given a few other ppl not just my close friends a good thing to think about.

As my favourite quote/proverb says -

"Life is Like a Piece of Paper, on which every Passer by Leaves a Mark."

Which i rekon is so true and now i shall go to bed pondering and thinking of all the memories that my old close long time friends and new close friends which all i hold dearly in my heart and life have made.
I love you guys all so much and would love to thank you all right now in this special blog for everything and all the memories we've shared and goign to share!! I hope we all never fall back and loose each other to anything!! Where the hell would i really be without you ppl to make me laugh and share my tears and pain with!!! Hugz and Kissez!!!

This is also going out to one TRUE friend who is sadly and dearly missed - Paul Thanh Ngyuen which you have definatley left a SPECIAL mark in everyone that knew you. R.I.P Bro 10:04:85 - 12:12:04 We all miss you!!

- LiL jOjO xoxo

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Monday, April 11, 2005

Happy Birthday Paulie ....

Currently Listening to: Rob Thomas - Lonely No More
Feeling: Very Sick

Well today has got to be my saddest day of the year so far....

Happy 20th Birthday Paulie.

Some of us went to go see him today and greet him a happy birthday and man was it sad but a beautiful thing. The weather was perfect although a little to hot, but sunny nice afternoon to celebrate a good friend, a brother, cousin, son and boyfriend's birthday.
Although he isnt on earth physically with us now, you could tell he was there with us in spirit.

We got to Livo Cemetary and received greetings from his family and friends and lizzie and shaneymon helping out with blowing up balloons.
After a few minutes of waiting for a few more ppl, we all walked down together to where his laid to rest.
We all took turns of going up and paying our respects and then sang happy birthday to him, well tried amongst all our tears, and then on Kissy's count of 3, we all let the balloons that had messages for him go and watched then drift away into the sky for him to capture and read how much we badly miss him.
But after they got stuck in the tree that is...LOLz im sure he would of been laughing up there at us cause since we're all thinking "there you go paulie..for you...happy birthday!" Untill they got stuck in the tree and we all chuckled at it.

After that... his family handed out KFC and drinks, though i think no one had the appietite to eat or was just shy. But majority of us had a drink.

Seeing paulie today for the first time since i first heard of the accident and since i got back from overseas finally felt good but bad at the same time. Good because i finally got this heavy burden type thing removed for not coming to see him as soon as i got back from philsz like i said to myself when i was over there but bad cause looking at where he lays is just a shock to me cause his dear life ended so soon and to soon. Also the fact that i didnt get to see him when i could last year and i said i would. Not only that, but the day before i left for over seas, he wanted to meet up and see me before i went and personally greet me a merry xmas and happy new yr before i left but mad plans with my bf already and he insisted of me just spending the day with jed.

He asked me to get him a mad zippo instead and i guess that was partly why he wanted to meet up as well...to give me money to buy him one. But i said no dnt wry about it and think of it as a xmas present from his lil sister.

Today i finally gave him his present personally and sorry to add swearing to this when i said to myself not to so its a nice sweet thing for his bday but seriously...FCK! When i finally got the guts to walk up there to give it to him...i had to get Lizzie to come with me to go give it to him. Thx so much Lizzie for coming up with me. Seeing his picture there amonst the flowers and everything else felt so bad. I cant belive a person that kind sweet and caring can be taken from everyone who loved him so soon.

I cant believe iv lost a friend so soon.

I always thought that i would grow old and talk about the good old days with the people i hold close to but now, it feels like that dream's going to be shattered and i should get use to it.

Also having a birthday cake there for him and reminding me that his gone and that i have to get use to it made me realise how much i more i should value my friends and close loved ones.

But to end this blog chapter for today, id like to say -

Paulie .... Happy Birthday bro. Todays celebration for you was the most touching and beautiful but saddest day of this year for. Come to think of it day of my 20 yr old life. Knowing we were celebrating your 20th birthday today and not having you with us physically sucked azz so much but we knew you were there in spirit. Hope you love the balloon idea that ur sweet strong gf and lizzie thought of and all the lil gifts you got. Also had a good laugh at us starring into the sunset watching ur balloons fly away but get stuck in the tree for a bit. Hope you Love everything else that was done for you today. I miss you and hope your happy up there and watching over us all. Happy 20th Birthday Paulie....

R.I.P Paulie 10:04:85 - 12:12:04

On another note..i thought i wouldnt end this blog so depressing....I Love it when my brother does a close at work. LOLz FREE KFC!! Yes, thats right FREE!! LOLz and he usually gets the fresh cooked chicken, bread rolls, P&G, twister bread, Gravy, Burger Rolls..yea basically whats left over. Even the corn!!! LOLz

Anyways... a BIG BIG Thank You to my baby for spending the last 2 days with me esp. today.

Yesturday we went shopping for him at DFO and Hurstville where he bought 2 pairs of shorts - 1 denhim and one in those golfing type ones which i also want a girls pair coz i find them very sexy if dress them up, and he also got a very funky green Industrie jacket which i also think is pretty sexy and will on him. But looking for the right colour jeans he wanted just annoyed me!! Then today, we went to para and looked around there for his jeans and any other things he may want to buy but walked out with only this funky white beanie!! Baby's got pretty good taste in some stuff but hella picky! After that went to cabra and ate some food before meeting up with Lisa and Sid and heading off to see paulie.

Thx again for coming with me this afternoon babe. Means heaps to me having you there just for support for me and our friends. Sorry if i kinda got u bored during the day though. I had fun just trying to find what you bloody liked. Owe you one for today babe.
Despite everythings that seriously happened, i now just take things as they come.

Happy 9 Months Anniversary Babe.

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Friday, April 08, 2005

Kareoke Bar anoyone?Old School Songs Rock!!

Currently Listening to: Air Supply - Nothing's Going to Change My Love for You

LOLz...gotta love the old school slow jamz man! This songs on my All time favourite song List.
Makes me wanna go Kareoke with New and old buddies and just get trashed and sing along to classic and newbie songs that go off drunk or straight. LOLz
Lets TRY plan a day aye... someone plz do it cause im terrible at trying to organise stuff plus wollongong has no kareoke bars :\ so gayed but all i can say is that id be the WORSE Project Manager and Donald Trump would fire me in that scary Board room without me saying anything! LOLz...Echo or Cash Box ppl!? LOLz you ppl decide im not picky. As long as its not seedy then im fine!

But anyways, i did my demo for tafe today on my New Digi Camera and im like -
OMFGULAYZ i dunno anything about this damn product but how to use it man!!How can i go on for 10 minutes on this damn thing!!!

But i got through it...i just read the box and the manual LOLZ. So yea my teacher was impressed on how i spoke about it and i got the class to have a lil play with it...there were some shots taken of during the demo and yea...had to delete them. LOLz. Then again i shouldnt of procrastinated so much last night. But i couldnt miss out on My Restaurant Rules and The Amazing Race. Bloody Reality Tv shows. They get yous so addicted!

Yes, i finally got my new camera and bloody about time. Its not a full OMGULAYZ its mad but it does what i want it to and isnt as huge as my old one which screwed up on me at Subbies Rewind. :( But yea nows i have the Konica Minolta X 31.

* Front of the Camera

* Back of the Camera

Main Features :

* 3.2 mp.
* 3x Optical zooms
* 4x Digital zooms
* 120 grams
* Pretty Slim and got the matallic finish to it.
* Bout 3cms thin or Less maybe..

Isnt it pretty sexy!? LOLz well for me it is cause its small and some of you know i love little things cause im a tiny tot so its easy for me for me to use.
Also that its small enough to fit anywhere and carry anywhere. Now i just have to find a nice, funky cover or bag for it so i dnt scratch it and stuff. Im full taking care of the thing as if its a baby.Im so pathetic sometimes.
Yea that about somes what it has and Looks Like....Im wanting to go out and test it on actually taking pictures with friends and stuff but i dunno. Maybe Tomorrow night if i decide to go out. I doubt it much though since i have a a long special day sunday.
Anyways till next time cause im hungry [ as always ] and i need to find food in this damn house. I hate being home alone! Mum's gone to work and dad's gone to physio!! So fcking bored...
Till next time - jOjO
ps - check out the sexy pic of my baby on my pics link!! Its so cute! :P

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Friday, April 01, 2005

SOMEONE PLZ HOOK ME UP WITH A JOB!!

Currently: Watching the News [ weather ] and desperate for a job!!

Well im so desperate for a job right now!! ANYONE KNOW ANY PLACES LOOKING FOR A PEOPLE?!
Like OMFGULAYZ!PLZ!!
Ok maybe i want a job so bad is cause i was looking through some catalogues bored as this afternoon while waiting for a song to finish being sent to me by Shaneymon [ Thx bro! ] and i found this new phone in this catalogue which is what i could probably say mmm reasonably cheap and affordable IF I ONLY HAD A FCKING JOB!!! Omgulayz its on prepaid for $200 and no money to get it!! [ cries* ] and my stoopid parents are tight azz and wont get it for me [bastards].

Its the Panasonic X400 and omfgulayz it has most of the things i want!!

* Its a flip phone
* Built in Camera
* GPRS
* Height : 84
* Width: 47
* MMS
* Polophonic
* Colour Display
* Size of a credit card when folded
* Comes in 3 colours Black, Red and White

Argghhhh so want this damn thing!!! Heres what it looks like :

Its so cute huh!?Omgulayz and its little so it suits me!! So sexy too!! LOLz Im so in love!!! I want this sooo bad!!! I need a job so bad aswell!!ARGH!!
So if anyone knows of any jobs available plz let me know and no stoopid ideas on jobs ok!!
Its been added to my Wish List.
Untill then...ill keep on dreaming....sighz*

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Thursday, March 31, 2005

The rest of my Long Weekend and this past week.

Currently: Watching tv and got a headache :(

Other then my head throbbing with this un-called for Headache man i feel like crap!!LOLz

Well after my HUGE long weekend...and ill admit a very LONG weekend, i finally got over the lollies and then yea started tafe off like every other week. But after subbies...heres how the rest of my weekend went...

Friday 25th March -

We left subbies when it ended but bloody took 45mins to get my stuff from the cloak room.
After that Ray, Steph, Concing, Sped and i headed home.
Got back to Ray's and all passed out. Though we kept waking up at like every hour but then going back to sleep, we all managed to get good decent sleep.
Finally waking up to get something to eat, before eating Concing decided to make us "Find Where's Wally" in Ray's Where's Wally" book.After a while, only cause Ray was starving and wanted to eat, we gave up and went to eat Ray's food. But Where's Wally came along too. LOLz good ol' Concing...
After eating, and Concing reading all Ray's FHM mags, we all went back to sleep.
Waking up due to babe's bloody phone going off, and being told bout poker, baby crashed after saying
"might play poker tonight babe." LOLz
Then waking up when they're ment to be at poker already, they organised how and la la la about poker. The four of us then headed over to the poker game. On the way, i got baby to buy me some gum and cigi's after picking up Concing from his place and stopped at the servo near by. Watching jeddymon inside the servo was one moment i will never forgot. Baby looks so cute when scatt/lost. Not to mention the boofy not done mo hawk which again, Mr Concing my personal stylist did a great job with cutting it.So if anyone needs a hair cut, just bring over a pair of sissors and he'll the job for you. For FREE too!!LOLz hehe.
Got to poker and watched the game and then figured out that Franny was actually Fancis who came to my 18th with Eric. All Franny could say and ill say over and over again - its definatly a small world.
After poker baby and concing dropped me off at Lisa's where we finally slept at 4am - Saturday morning...

This following day...gzzz waking up at 9am to go out with Lisa and her sister and their dad to cabra...gzzz Lisa has one spoilt lil sister!!! Not to mention how we went to yum cha and i still wasnt hungry enough to eat.
After that we got Sid to pick us up and hit para where we looked for jobs and had coffee and then from there i headed home like i said before.

But like i said it was a very long weekened for sure.
Baby and i have been having a few issues lately and yea so much has been said and done.
After that weekend we had the chance the sit down and talk things through but yea, you guys know how it is...scatt and trying to talk about anything to serious is just to crazy!Looking through Where's Wally was hard enough!!!LOLz.Baby went out to another poker game and yea called me while he was there and tried to talk again but you all knowhow that is too.Doesnt work huh!?LOLz but then since i couldnt sleep, he came home and we talked about everything that needed to be cleared online and after 4 hrs of getting angry and upset at each other sortted it all out.
Now things are all fine and dandy.LOLz did i just really say that?!

Right now im happier with everything thats happening with me and sped.
Oh yea.... also THX BABY FOR COMING DOWN TO SEE ME YESTURDAY!! Thx u thx u thx u so so so much babe!!! Even though i got a lil bitchie before it...but yes THX U SO MUCH!! I owe you one for it ok!!!Dunno how im gna make it up to you but i will. I miss you jedjed even though i saw you yesturday.MWAHZ!!

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

Fallen....

Currently: Still kinda Scatt and Tired...

Well so much has happened lately.

Tafe's all good..jst have to remember i have to hand in my work placement forms into Glue @ Para which stoopid me should have bought up and done today since i was there today.

Omgulayz i hate not having money and hitting that joint aye.So many mad stuff i wna buy from Glue, Cotton On, Valley Girl and some other new joints i checked out with Lisa and Siddymon.
Not to mention all the mad shirts i saw that is such a Concing and Jed thing.Why do some guys clothing [eg some jackets] have to be so much nicer and more comfortable then some chicks stuff?I saw some shirts and jackets that would suit Concing and as Lisa calls sped - Buttieboi shirts that we could seriously picture on them. But sped being kinda a tight azz...he wdnt spend $80 on a shirt...he'd much rather go to DFO and get it for cheaper but why not aye?!Gzz if its cheaper and exactly the same in the stores...why not get it?LOLz

Other then that....

Thursday 24th -

Went to tafe like anny other normal thursday. Had an Easter morning tea thingo with another Retail class and our teachers. They bought us hot cross buns and had choc-chip ones...mmm yummy!
Not to mention the free easter eggs they gave us :D ohh yeeeaaaaa!
Got home at 130 and started to get ready.
Caught a train and headed up to the city at like 4 something to meet Lisa in there.Got on the train from Central and had our usual girlie chats on the train. On the way Sid calls and says he'll pick us up from Merrylands so had to msg Lanis and tell him ill be over his place later that night. Sid came not long after we arrived and wnt to go eat at Canley Heights at some Viet joint coz Lisa was craving for Pho and we needed to force Sid to bloody eat something cause his sick and somehting like Pho would help him a lil.While Sid the stubbourn bumh0le sat there watching me and Lisa Eat Pho and my favourite BBQ Pork [ mmm yummmyyyy ] we saw Vinh there to and a few TBs.
After eating we headed to Ffld Station to pick up Shaneymon and then headed back to Merrylands to meet Lanis at the station.
Shaney, Lanis and i then left Lisa and Sid and headed on the train to the city to meet Liz and then headed to subbies.
On the way to subbies, some abo's greet shaney a happy easter and shaney had to shake there hand...then wipes it on me!Thx shaney they were drunks you knw!!LOLz Then some other ones ask Lanis for some "spare change" and saying no Lanis got "aye ill take you on then you slack bastard"
Well all i heard wat the "take you on" bit but yea.
Liz and i just looked at each other and thought "oh gzz" and kept walking. Scariest thing to ever happen to me in the city at that time of night i tell ya!Finally hit subbies and had the best fun and lollie ever. :D

Thx to:

Seung for one of the best lollies ever.Sorry to hear about you loosing some :'(

To Lanis for covering my entry to subbies - Love you bro!

To David- you funny kient smacking out with me and looking out for me while Seung took a very long walk and disappeared with Mel half the night. LOLz

But though it seems i had fun and happy that night, its been the worse few weeks ever with me and sped. Not going into much detail but im confused with whats happened/happening and hurt more with whats been said and done.

Sped: You now knw how i really feel about you... sorry to let it out with whats been happening but sorry for what i did. I cant help but feel the way i do and couldnt hold it back any longer.
Dunno what to say or think when we talk or when im around you now knowing that you know and i know you dont feel the same way. Sorry for acting the way i have been lately and being upset. I should know not to be upset cause my baby hates it. I guess i just dont want to be hurt or lead on again.

- ur spedlet xoxo

Posted at 12:32 am by aznbubigirl
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Sunday, March 20, 2005

Since i Was Last here....

Currently Listening to: Tricky Tricky [ Zombie Nation ]

Wooohhhoooooo!!! I finally got this mix with thx to Vinh!LOLz
Well i knw i said i got a new blog but that other one was jst so annoying to try use and figure out and lately cbfd to do anything.

Well i havent been on this for a while so i guess need to update you ppl on some stuff...
Not much has happened...Tafe and more Tafe.
But yea...

My weekend was pretty good aye.After a few fckd dramas this weekend paid off for it.

Friday 18th:

I went to TAFE and then got home and started to get ready to go up to subbies.I caught the 8pm train up to Hurstville where sped was waiting for me where he always meets me and then went to pick up Mike and Janelle.We then hit the city and met everyone there.

Saturday 19th:

After a few hours of fun, we left at around 630am and we dropped off Lisa and Sid at ffld.
Woke up and got changed. Left baby's place and then headed off to Lisa's place. Stopped by Maccas somewhere near Bankstown and then headed off.Got to Lisa's and still in her pj's and jst chilled out till baby went home and stole my CDs that Sid burnt me. Jkz babe.
Chilled out at Lisa's coz she had a BBQ happening and then yea...

Sunday 20th:

5am...we finally went to sleep.Woke up ay like 11am and went to Mounties for Brunch.
We then hit a few places to look around in and had fun. Jst gotta love pretending to shop for furniture.
LOLz i then got dropped off at Hurstville and we walked around and got a drink b4 i headed back on the train back home. :(

Yea thats been my excitement lately.How interesting aye?!
Although ill admitt right now i miss jeddymon heaps.I dnt knw why i do but aye.

So to u sped - Thx for friday babe! Had fun!!Hope you did too!!Good luck with todays exam or whatever you have at uni!! Miss you babe!!

Posted at 11:58 pm by aznbubigirl
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Gay Week

Currently: Listening to Brian McKnight and Debelah Morgan - Still in Love

Not much has happened much lately...fights with sped and having hearing some of the things said of have said probably hurt each other or maybe just me :\ sighs*Who knws.... right now who really cares. We're still together and things are good again.Or do they just seem that way till the next thing.

Anyways, yea tafe is any much different. Quiet boring actually...
Today we got to play with registers and pretend to shop at the gay grocery store.LOLz yes... oh yea not to mention GIFT WRAPPING!Plus did a gay role play where i totally fckd up and forgot what had to be said and done.
Like Sid said, its really fun!!LOL even though i wish we had a better variety of wrapping paper instead of brown paper.
The only thing that sucks is that they're so picky with the way they want things wrapped. Like plz!! But then i guess im gna have to pass if i want to pass aye?!LOLz dnt think Glue @ Para would like me doing work placement there and being a rude shop assisstant. Just dnt push me to my limits. But yea i cant wait!!Dnt worry Concing, if you come visit me i maybe able to give discounts. But i doubt it LOLz. Maybe a lil sucking up to the Store Manager may help......
JKZ!! Sif...ewwww i wdnt think of doing dat to sped head jeddymon. But knowing sped...he'll be thinking....
"why not babe?C'mon do it so you can get a job there and then you can get discounts and buuy me some cool stuff."

LOLz bloody baby!!Always making me laugh with his gayish antics. But thats if i can get work placement done at Glue.
Fingers Crossed aye! So hoping!!
Also i think im finially starting to hate smoking!!I bought a deck yesturday...started smoking and i was like " eww! "It made me sick and the smell just made me worse... so gross. Then again its a good thing but bad. I bought a deck for no reason then. LOLz oh well might need them for this weekend or when i get stressed from family.

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Friday, March 04, 2005

Empty...?

Currently: Feeling sick and a lil empty ....?

Well not much has reallly happened lately.

Just tafe and the same ol' routine that happens on my days when i go. Start at 9am and finish at 1pm.
But tomorrow im gna go grocery shopping with the rents. YAY!
NOT!Im only going to get more paper for tafe and other essentials plus my new sim card.

Yes i am getting these stoopid prank calls and its pissing me off.Having random weird guys asking me

* If im still with that guy from last yr.
* Why arent i out that night
* Where is my bf

and the most stoopidest Question ever....
* Can i come down with my friends and pick you up to take you to your bf?

Um i may come across a bimbo to some of my friends [ giggles with liz and lisa... lub u 2!! ] but im not that fcking stoopid!!Like really when i go out do i have RAPE written all over my forehead and azz?!
I dont think so.Some guys are so pathetic these days i swear.

But anyways, been sitting around pondering and reminiscing about last yr and i serzly can never help but laugh at some of the stuff i got up too and said and what happened!
One...at the stoopid reason why i use to get fckd up.
Another on how i met sped. Our stoopid "random Q & A" chats on msn. MSN SOLITARE!!!Hmm...our lil gay fights where we would block each other on msn and put each other on ignore on IRC [ yes sped was an IRC junkie last yr ].When everything started with us two list goes on.
But now as i sit here reminiscing...and then the thoughts of bad things come to mind.
I hate the thought of loosing something or someone i care about but then what would most rather.... leave and regret it all or stay and just let things happen as they come along, go through the ups and downs to the point of being upset and be happy at the same time coz that person makes you happy and knws how to make you laugh when ur feeling down?!

Personally... id rather put up with the crap that goes on in a relationship cause really...to get to the good u have to get to the bad first right?!

Posted at 02:02 pm by aznbubigirl
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